social media feels so meaningless. i can't wait until it's my cofounders who are posting content and i can just edit stuff. i don't belong in the spotlight.
my mood this week is "i'm not ready for life's greatest challenges." do a start up! they said. it would be fun they said. yeah it's fun. it's just also incredibly taxing on this weak frail timid little human that is me, melissa. my co founders are energetic, they are INSPIRED and FEEL IT IN THEIR BONES, this great LIVELINESS and ENERGY TO CHANGE THE WORLD and i feel like yeah, me too, like i want to, but also like. this phase we're in right now is a brain drain.